i hate what i am doing now. and i hate it that i want to choose the Statistics track but know nuts about it. i mean, what the fuck? the lecturer talks rubbish. and i don't get the textbook.

i want to suck it up and just bang into the wall head-on with this crap but i still have 4 painful semesters to go. i hate this shit. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

and i don't believe in doing something that you know you can't, for the love of Christ, fecking do. yes, i'm a bloody perfectionist. so what?

all you mathematicians out there, go rot in hell.

It speaks volumes.

Haven't blogged here in an incredibly long while. I have turned to Twitter, which is something that I check the first thing I wake up and the last thing that I reload before I go to bed. I have found an incredibly awesome bunch of friends on Onsugar and Twitter keeps us close.

They. Are. Incredibly. Awesome.
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Have been shopping a lot. Makeup, clothes... I'm getting my Babyliss curler next week (Fingers crossed that it will be a smooth transaction! I'm literally dying to get my hands on it!) and I'm so excited about that!

Have been obsessing over a certain English teacher too. From Rosewood. Very, very cute. I love his facial expressions and the way he acts.
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I may sound shallow and materialistic with all my wants, buys and silly obsessions, but I think that I'm quite a lot happier than... Well, fill in the dots yourself.
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It's hard to keep a friendship going when the other party shuts you out. And it hurts when they don't reply to SMSes or do so like a few days later.

When that happens, it's my turn to shut you out.
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I prefer to live in a world of my own so much more. Just a few close friends.

Thousands less complications and unnecessary emotions.

Don't you agree?

I am more dead than dead. Gawd.

Charlene, this isn't secondary school anymore. You can't just work hard on some subjects and pretend that the rest don't exist because EVERYTHING COUNTS. EVERYTHING IS OF EQUAL WEIGHTAGE.
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Oh good gawd. I have barely started on Linear Algebra II and as for tomorrow's Linear Alegebra I... Gawd. I'll be needing a coffin soon. And I think I annoyed Derrick. :\

Sigh...
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Dear Holidays,

Please come already. My heart is bleeding for you.

Love,
Char