Quelquefois, j'ai besoin du temps solitaire.
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À cinq heres, je suis allée à l'aéroport faire mes études. J'ai étudié le calcul intégral mais très difficile. Je voudrais pleurer. Mes examens sont en Avril et demain, c'est début de l'avril!!! J'ai seulement vingt-deux jours. STUPID SHIT!
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D'accord, maintenant, j'ai besoin de étudier. J'espére je n'ai pas sommeil.

le poisson nage dans ma soupe!

J'ai pensé beaucoup aujourd'hui. De l'amour, la vie... Quelquefois, je pense que j'ai perdu quelquechose. Mais il est inutile si je tojours pense que eux parce ce le temps ne attend pas. Je voudrais du temps que je pense qu'il sérieusement... Mais, bien sûr, l'ecole est plus important.
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Aujourd'hui, j'ai rencontré mon amie, Lizzie, dans le train! Je suis très heureuse!!! (: Après nous avons prendu le dîner à Eastpoint! Bien sûr, j'ai mangé la soupe du poisson! J'aime beaoup le poisson mais seulement those sans les arêtes!
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Maintenant, j'ai mal à l'estomac mais je voudrais completer ma préstation. SIGH.

Je voudrais étudier le Français toute la journée!

dormir

Je juste fini étudier unités 3 et 4 des exercices français. Je suis commencer avoir envie de la chaleur. Les examens sont en Avril. J'ai seulement vingt-deux jours pour ma révision et il y a encore beaucoup de travail que je ne comprend pas et je ne sais pas.
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Je juste voudrais se coucher. ):

travailleuse, NON!

Je suis très paresseuse mais mes examens sont en Avril.
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Je n'aime pas du tout l'école. ):

FrontCover, come to Singapore. PRETTY PLEASE!

Oh gawd.

I want to go to UK right this minute so that I can get my hands on this!!! Sigh. Will-ol'-the-wisp, that's what it is.
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Okay, study, study, study (A word that Assylan can never reconcile with. He said I could borrow his brain if I found a way. *starts racking my head*).

Virgo Women

(via Zhen Zhen, via Zodiac World)

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love, not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her, you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic word into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress, and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.
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L'Anglais est très mauvais mais je n'ai pas le temps to correct it. Irks me to no end though. Et seriously, si mon homme est a chauvinistic pig, I don't mind it at all. Not too much though. Lol. Bottom line, il doit LEAD. Et oh! Il doit être japonias! HAHAHA!

des copains du repas!

Mecredi, le petit déjeuner avec Assylan.
Jeudi, le déjeuner avec Asslyan.
Vendredi le déjeuner avec Henry.
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YAY! Food rulezzz!!!

Hahaha. D'accord. Maintenant, j'ai besoin de commencer les études. ):
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P.S.: Thank goodness you're fine. *HUGS* (:

Not gonna let the trifling stuff get me down.

sleepy head.

Aujourd'hui, j'ai déjuné avec mon nouvel ami, Assylan. Il habite à NTU depuis deux ans mais il ne va pas le café de Executive. Il mange rarement la cusine chinoise donc j'ai peur (Best word that I can come up with maintenant.) que il may n'aime pas la cusine chinoise. Mais il dit que la cusine est comme-ci, comme-ça.
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Vanessa, mon amie française, va aller à Singapour la semaine prochaine. J'espére que j'ai le temps recontre Vanessa mais je suis très occupée parce que j'ai trop des devoirs.

STUPID SCHOOL.
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Haha. Okay, that's all the French that I can come up with today. And I think the grammar's ALL wrong! Haha. My brain's is crazy fatiguée!!!

Et je manque ma mère et ma soeur. ):

Je ne suis pas une enfant.

Je ne comprend pas. Toujours.
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I have been letting something get to me.
I do not need it.
I will NOT think about it anymore.

It's stupid. It's silly. And I should know better.

*rolls eyes*
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I have been behaving like a child.

i'm losing. ):

I'm feeling incredibly bored, and as a result, incredibly down. I can't be bothered to think in French so yay for Lizzie, because this entry will entirely be in English. But it isn't like I have much to say either. I. Am. Just. So. Bored.
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Linear Algebra I's now half an alien to me. No thanks to my school. Okay, so now I am incredibly bitchy too. UGH. I'm only blogging because I'm BORED OUT OF MY GOURD. I want to go running, sit in a cafe and read a chicklit, watch my sitcoms, walk through the aisles of books in Kinokuniya, lie on the field, kick some balls, feel sand beneath my feet, hear the sloshing of the waves, dress up with boots and all and hang out at the aiport, have Mac's Deluxe Breakfast under the stars, go for an entire day of dancing, spend lots of money... Or just lay in bed and do nothing.
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But all I do is waste little bits of time. Which adds up to hours.
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I think it's the weather.
Je n'aime pas du tout le froid.

Or maybe it's just one of those hateful days.
Quand tu as envie de faire rien.

(Okay, so everything's not en l'anglais mais il n'est pas important.)

):

j'ai rêvé.

pourquoi ils sont les mêmes?

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ça m'est égal!

ANNOYING MUCH.

je voudrais tuer une personne.

maintenant.

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UGH!!!

Enfin!

J'ai été une jeune fille heureux. (:
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Blogging, c'est très difficile maintenant parce que je ne parle pas bien français! Je cherche mon dictionnaire souvent et il est gênant!!! ):

Aujourd'hui, l'école est comme-ci, comme-ça. Non, il est très ennuyeux. HAHAHA. Mais, mon professeur de Master Communications est drôle! Haha.
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C'est le week-end finalement. Je suis très fatiguée. ):

(:

Aujourd'hui, j'ai appris le passé composé pour le français! C'est très difficile (Seriously, je sais dire la phrase only!). Mais très exciting parce que maintenant, je peux écrire (en le français, bien sûr) more! WOHOO!!! (: Mais, bien sûr, je vais étudier très hard. Et juste pour cette matière, je desteste l'école finit bientôt. ):

Mais, je vais avoir mon japanois. Alors, YIPEE!!!
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Ce soir, j'ai besoin d'un miracle parce que j'ai A LOT OF des devoirs. ): Et ce soir, ma mère et ma sœur vont aller en Corée pour neuf jours. ): Je vais to miss them. Mais, la maison va être calme et tranquil. HAHA.
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Kay, je reste longtemps. Maintenant, il est sept heures et demie du soir. J'ai besoin étudier
À bientôt!
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P.S.: If anyone is looking for a good mascara, try Majolica Majorca Lash Gorgeous Wing! J'adore the fact that il y a fibers to make your eyelashes look more dense. (: J'ai acheté a back-up!

P.P.S: Pardon me for any bad grammer in this entry! J'apprends toujours!

fuming.

Je worked on Linear Algebra I for close to 3 hours mais je ne comprend pas. Ugh. It's so crazy frustrating parce que je will be like "OOOOOHHH je comprend... Non, non, non! UGH! JE NE COMPREND PAS!!!". It's the beginning, which contains all the facile bits, que je ne comprend pas (Et quand tu ne comprend pas the beginning, tu can forget about the middle et the end is, evidemment, an impossibility.). Oh good gosh. It really is infuriating. *flings book out of la fenêtre*
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Okay, je vais work on mon français et then, 'attack' Linger Algebra I again. Je dois comprendre Linear Algebra I aujourd'hui!!!
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P.S.: The Gelato Pique doesn't look très joli. But je veux achèter le magazine de SPUR parce que it comes with a Kitson bento sac. Mais is it worth the trip down? Hmmm.... Okay, je sais the answer. Haha.

i am a happy girl today.

because... because...

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XD

bento.

It's been a while since I last kept anyone's smses.

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Thinking of the Cath Kidston lunchbox at Kinokuniya.

BIG SIGH. I really like it a lot.

Stupid size.

cheated. AGAIN.

The shirts which I just got June to order for me from AE are going at 10 bucks each now!
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Gawd. I. Can. Kill. Myself.
No. It shouldn't be me. It should be AE. *cries*
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But on a ten-thousand-times happier note, the items have been shipped out. So a super reluctant yay to AE and a HUGE yay to June for helping me with this order! (:

sunbathing-muffins.onsugar.com

everything that you want to know about my buys/ beauty stash.

HAHA.

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Haven't got anything to blog these days so here's a blog that's about my silly buys and beauty stash.

Miracle in numbers.

And what a miracle God gave me!
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Late last night, just as I was about to hit the sack, I found out that Accounting Tutorial 7 was tested. *string of profanities spewed in my head*
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This morning, whilst looking through my Calculus notes, I came across a proving question in my tutorial which I did not attempt. Immediately, I went "Oh God. Please, please, please do NOT let this question come out!" because I saw it a couple of times and each time, I ignored it (Since, well, it was proving. Haha. I know. Back in secondary school and junior college, proving questions weren't all that important. But in college, it's a whole different story. Proving's everything. It's the basis for everything. Still, I like to ignore that fact and just work on application questions.) When I got the question paper, I flipped through it frantically, eyes scanning for the presence of the evil and ACCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK! My worst nightmare came true! I was like "GOD, SABOOOOOOOO!!!". I felt annoyance creeping in because it was my 1st paper of the day (And 2 more tests awaited me... *groans*) but brushed it off and told myself that "Okay, God really wants me to try this shit." so somehow, I managed to squeeze out an answer. Whether it's right or wrong, well, I will only know it 2 or 3 weeks later.
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French Oral came. It was alright. But the end of that meant the start of another horror, and it was the horror of all horrors! *drum rolls* ACCOUNTING, the monster!!! And this was what went through my mind during the 45 minutes of torture.

'First question... SHIT. What on earth is this?!? Skip! Ummm... Oh gosh. Are the first 3 sets of lecture notes completely useless? 3rd question... Oh gawd. 4th? Oh even bigger gawd. OKAY, START FROM THE BACK. Ahhhh! A term that looks vaguely familiar... Oh gawd. Should I just tikam? No. I have to make my shopping later worth it. *attempts to read carefully* Ahhhh! Just use all the figures and add, subtract... Use algebra! What on earth is price-earning ratio?!? What is market value per share??? Oh gosh. It has only been 15 minutes...'

When Dan left, I wanted to just submit my answers and leave too but I HAD to make my shopping later worth it because I knew I was going to spend a hell lot. So I tried as best as I could but I ended up tikam-ing for most of the questions because I only knew what went on in the first 3 lecture notes. The other 3 (don't even talk about the 7th)... Are like lost to lala land.

But when I submitted my answers and viewed my results, I was like 'IS THAT THE SCORE FOR ALL MY WRONG ANSWERS?!?'. I read and re-read until we had to shut off the computer because it was a real HUGE miracle.

And God, I thank you for it. Over and over. Because that result would have never been possible if I had relied on my own strength. I am perpetually LOST during tutorials. I have no idea what the formulae are. I don't know what the ratios mean yada yada yada.
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Thank you, God! Thank you, thank you and a million 'thank you's to you!!! I still have to worry about my finals but this upped my chances of passing this module!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thank you for  not failing me even when i am such a horrible Christian! Thank you, thank you, thank you, Lord!
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(And yes, I did spend a lot today at Sephora. Haha.)

Oh God.

I'm desperate for a miracle today.

This week's utter madness. I can't wait for Tuesday to come and go. I'm so incredibly tired, mentally. I don't want to do anything and just let the days go by. But that's not gonna be an option if I want a good future. Sigh. When I was in secondary school, I told myself all day that if I worked hard then, I would have an easier life ahead. But how deluded I was. I am, everyone is, gonna be slogging my/ his/ her guts out for the entire span of my/ his/ her life.

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Think: End of April and Oguri Shun.

GAWD. SUMMER HOLS, WILL YOU PRETTY PLEASE COME ALREADY?!? )':

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Today's Agenda

French Oral

Calculus

Linear Algebra

Accounting

Just because you're better with words, doesn't make you more mature than me.
Just because you have opinions on world issues and I don't, doesn't make you more mature than me either.
Just because I like chicklit, make-up and beauty-related stuff doesn't make me, in any way, less mature than you.
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Some of the comments you made of my 'intelligence level' really smart. But thank goodness, I'm too much of a bimbo to let it get to me.

Accounting is spelt this way, 'm-o-n-s-t-e-r'.

I feel like crying. I really want to do well for Accounting because, I'm masochistic human. I love to push myself to the stupid limits that my lazy brain sets for me and then, when I can't go over, I get all upset *rolls eyes*.

Accounting is so very tough. Gawd.
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No tears. No tears will drop tonight. Not ever. Studies are meant to be enjoyable.

Dude, who am I kidding? *rolls eyes*
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Eradicating my frivolous activities is kinda liberating. It has only been what? 8 hours. I hope it lasts. I have to make it good.
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And oh! My sister attained STRAIGHT As for her A levels. (: One of the 4 highlights of today (The other 3 being Kinokuniya delivered my 2 Japanese books and I started on one already, Gran sponsoring my MacDonald's breakfast because she wanted to have lunch with the ladies upstairs and Henry's call.).

Okay, back to the monster.
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One last thing, Vaness Wu's still alive (in show business) and he sings in Japanese! And gosh! His dance movements are so sleek. But the word 'sissy' still comes to my mind when I see him. From his Meteor Garden days, duh.

dancing my way to Japan!

Here's to renouncing the ways of the world. Haha. I wish. A saint, I definitely am not. But no more sg_beauty, cozycot, blogs, twitter and whatever that's currently frivolous to me. I say currently because at this point in time, I'm supposed to be crazy in love with school *rolls eyes*.
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Anyway, Cardio Dance class was fab. A tad slow since I already knew the steps from a previous Aerobics class and it was a beginners' class to start with (GAWD. I LOVE AEROBICS. Everyone should do it!). So next week, I'll be attending my trainer's Boxercise class and the Intermediate Cardio Dance class. I want to really sweat it all out! And not bits here and there.
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And oh! Did you know that you can order books online from Kinokuniya? I just found that out today and golly!!! I was sooo excited because I had 2 books in mind to get. Well, one actually but if you order above 50 bucks, the delivery's free. So I 'squeezed' another book out of me. They are both Japanese books (I have like 6 on hand already, with one half completed and another a quarter. But I have stopped for a really long while. Eeps. :\) and they are arriving tomorrow morning! EEK EEK EEK! Excited much.
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Now, I'm gonna take a little break before I embark on a long, torturous night of 1 Accounting tutorial and many Linear Algebra exercises. Sighhh... April, come quick already!

Boys over flowers.

Ziting: HAHAHA. If you read the books, you fall for Eric more. Haha. I think Season 3 will see a proper character development of him. I deleted it. (:
Samantha E.: I think that's what it is like to chase the world's definition of happiness.
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Saturday and Sunday were spent pouring over notes, amidst distractions. Monday saw me rediscovering my love for all things Japanese. Haha. So I have been doing my tutorials with 'Hana Yori Dango' playing in the background, instead of music. And it has been rather productive. Haha. That's only because I watched the show a gazillion times already so I needn't pay attention to the storyline at all. It's all up here *points to my head*. And gawd. Do I love the way the Japanese language sound! Why am I studying the can't-be-pronounced-by-average-human-beings-a.k.a.-me French? Haha. But oh well, you know how I buy things which 'jump' at me? It was something like that with French too. I know for certain that it will be put to good use in future. Hunch.

Anyway, watching 'Hana Yori Dango' makes me want to work super hard. I think it's because of Makino. Lol.
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I haven't blogged for such a long time. Typing this seems almost unnatural. Hmmm... My command of English is disgusting. And so is my Chinese. I tried speaking (to myself) in Chinese today and it came out all strange. My pronunciation's worse than before. And how in the world is that possible, when my pronunciation before this was already so very bad?!?
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Got over my 'vampire' phase. Pretty fast. Probably has to do with the fact that good, romantic, sweet, caring yada yada yada vampires will never exist. What am I talking about? Vampires, good, bad, short, tall, blond, brunette, don't exist at all! Must be the heat getting to my head...

And speaking about the heat... GOSH! I have been taking 4 baths every single day! And I even switch on the fan and leave my windows WIDE open at night (Yes, usually the fan's switched off and the windows are closed. My room's a living furnace and the only person who can take it is Gran. But right now, a furnace it is not. It's h-e-l-l.). Okay, but better this than the winter's cold... I think.
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Anyway, I have done a Lizzie and deleted Fb. I'm on Twitter more often than Fb anyway and though the latter is a way for me to keep in contact with people, I think it makes more sense to stay connected to those who actually care, i.e. those whom I actually hang out with. And I'm not very interested in other people's lives so...

I sound like I hate the world. Nah, I just hate school. Haha.
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Back to scripting my French oral. ^$*#^@(!@)#@)$*$&!(#
Bonne nuit.

And oh! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OGURI SHUN!!! (How could I have ever, EVER thrown him away, in favour of ang mohs?!?)

SB-N1

Starbucks is incredibly stupid to have lost Dorcas P..

far away.

I haven't been posting much because there hasn't been much to say. I typed a paragraph and then, delete everything. My sentences were incoherent. My thoughts, frivolous. I have been pushing things that are important way back into the recesses of my head.
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As aforementioned, rude awakenings come in the strangest forms. I have had 2 so far. The first one, I did absolutely nothing. I'm hoping that the 2nd one will really wake me up. Sigh. But each time I made a 'declaration' about what I'm gonna do, I end up doing the exact opposite, which is nothing. I don't want to jeopardize this.
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Think: Japanese. Hana Yori Dango. Oguri Shun. Hanazawa Rui.