don't let the thread snap, please.

Just yesterday, I was thinking about my first crush. The crush lasted for 6 years and it's my longest ever. I have no idea why, out of the blue moon, he popped into my head, but he did. And I was like telling my siblings that I should go look for him on fb, which I did. That was surprising because usually I can't remember the things which I tell myself that I have to do online when I'm offline. And I only remembered about him just before I switched off my laptop. So I added him anyway and was very thrilled when he added me back.

Only to find out that he has been diagnosed with cancer of the lymph nodes.
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I haven't spoken to him for ages and I didn't really speak much to him when he was in SG. But I feel like... I don't know. I need to make a trip to RC. Think I'm gonna make a scrapbook and then ship it to HK or something.

Gawd. I was feeling surreal when I first read his note to his friends and now, I'm sad. Really, really sad.

(If there's anything to feel comforted about, it's the fact that he's rich, really rich. Thank God.)