Decisions, decisions, decisions... BLAH!

I am finally done with my scholarship application. I was supposed to complete it sooner but life took a rather hectic turn last Wednesday. Not that I was complaining. I loved every single second of it. :))) I miss the kids already. A lot. I pray pray pray that Elaine will call me back when the new term starts again! Hopefully, Zhi Yong will be there too, so I don't feel so alone. :(
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J/K Hip Hop was smashing today. But you know, my body's so rigid that ballet seems to be the only genre that fits me to a T. I kinda miss ballet though. The 'rules' and all... Haha. But nevertheless, I'm still gonna give hip hop a go. And no way am I gonna stop. :)))
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I am quite set on the course which I want. But still, the thought of giving up a chance to study dentistry kinda... Disturbs me. Since leaving secondary school, I have made every single decision (where my life is concerned). And just look at the amount of shit that I got myself into.

I wonder if listening to Mum and Dad just this once will lead me back to the proverbial right path...

And I'm afraid that my decision to take that particular course was swayed a lot by a certain someone. Sigh. I don't want it to be another one of those 'I'm so friggin' gonna regret it soon but you know what, I'm not gonna give a damn right now' moments. I'm so sick of regretting my decisions. Over and over. Then again, he may not have any part to play. I mean, I really do like that course. OH GAHHH.
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Tired.
Really tired.
Always am tired.

Dude, I'm aging way too fast.