i hate what i am doing now. and i hate it that i want to choose the Statistics track but know nuts about it. i mean, what the fuck? the lecturer talks rubbish. and i don't get the textbook.

i want to suck it up and just bang into the wall head-on with this crap but i still have 4 painful semesters to go. i hate this shit. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

and i don't believe in doing something that you know you can't, for the love of Christ, fecking do. yes, i'm a bloody perfectionist. so what?

all you mathematicians out there, go rot in hell.