i'm swallowing a lot. and not really caring about it.

It's sheer delight reading Cheryl's and Samantha's blogs because I feel like I'm doing something about my atrocious English. I have finally picked up a book. Yes, I had thumbed through the pages of the book before. Yes, I did indeed zero in on the nice, sweet, romantic bits. But hey! I have finally started on 'THE GREAT SUMMER PLAN'.

So much for the summer plan. I have done absolutely ZILCH to better myself. It's annoying and it's even more so if I were to dedicate an entire entry, lamenting about how I silly I am. So let's skip to the next bit. Self-revelation.
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I was reading 'The Undomestic Goddes' (And can I just stop and swear here? I just found out that it's being made into a movie and GAWD. Demi Lovato is Samantha Sweetings and Joe Jonas is Nathaniel. I'm fine with them but them as the leads?!? They're gonna spoil it! *cries*) and I just can't imagine myself doing something that's brain-numbing. Okay, I'm currently doing that and stabbing myself mentally for every minute that passes by. But for life??? I love Samantha Sweetings (I'm making a point to say her entire name because it rolls off my tongue very prettily.)' high-flying life! That was the kind of life I envisioned for myself when I was in secondary school. And now?

I'm watching 'NBC Nightly News' religiously from now onwards. I'm gonna carry my French book everywhere I go. I'm gonna use less 'like' and 'friggin''. I'm gonna learn how the stock market works. I'm going to bury myself in law, economics and finance books. I'm hitting the gym every day from next week onwards (I'm currently nursing a vicious bout of flu.). I'm gonna finish that darn '10, 000' Words book, which I started when I was 15 (Did the front, did the back and stop.)

Haha. Who am I kidding?
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Gonna try and craft out another difficult email now.
I'm trying to clear the skeletons in my closet.