this isn't how i wanted to spend summer.

OH GAWD. 14 hours of my off day are gone. *cries* Work has never been THIS hard. Every day I come home and just plop myself onto some surface and sit and sit and sit till the cows come home. I don't want to be one of those annoying, pampered kids (I'm not 21 yet.) who complained endlessly about how work sucks but it really does!!! *screams* Starbucks, even at its worst, was NEVER like THIS.*cries again*
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Still, I WILL last because I am a tough chick. AHAHAHA. Heck no man. It's because I need the DAMN MOOLAH. *cries again again* I spent way too much. Dad actually gave me some extra spending money and I spent all of that too! It is possible that I spent close to a thousand since summer started. Oh gawd. I don't even want to think about it! I don't know what WAS (Yes, past tense. PAST.) wrong with me but I just bought any thing that caught my eye. Which was pretty much EVERYTHING. So much for the makeup ban. I just replaced makeup with a gazillion earrings and clothes. And I broke my ban during the Watsons' sale because, well, because it's a S-A-L-E! Oh wow, Charlene! WAY TO GO IN FINDING EXCUSES AND JUSTIFYING YOUR ACTIONS!!! WHEE!!! LET'S THROW A PARTY!!! ONE THAT'S BIGGER THAN A 21ST B'DAY PARTY!!! YEAHHH!
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Time to psycho myself...

Working is good. Money grows. Money doesn't go out except during lunch time. Working leaves you no time and energy to shop. Working is VERY good. Working does WONDERS to your butt. Standing gives you perky butt. 9 hours of standing - THINK: Perky, hot butt.
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*cries*

There's Aerobics tonight. I'm looking forward to it but I have no idea how I'm gonna survive for the next 4 days.