I'm starting to wonder if there's something seriously wrong with me. This weekend has been a big uphill task trying to get some proper studying done. I was very disappointed with my Accounting paper because I studied very hard for it. Yet, after the paper, it felt like all my efforts were thrown carelessly into the drain. And to compound the entire situation, I spent the entire of Friday studying my pants off for Calculus, only to find that the past year papers were written in a completely foreign language.

Now, I'm wondering if I actually studied at all or all I did was to go through the motion. Even French looks bad right now.
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The only highlight of this hellish weekend was seeing Haziq and Shirin.

I miss Starbucks-N1 days when Kiat was around. Every day was a happy one. School just stinks more and more.
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Fucking hell.
I really don't want to disappoint my parents.

And it stinks to live on the first floor and have your study table facing the window. Because those who walk pass can see me crying like a crazy nut right now.