short-lived, but it's better than nothing.

Today, I got

frustrated with the world for existing.
mad with myself for not putting in any effort for my studies.
cried over my stupidity and lost time.
jealous over something INCREDIBLY stupid.
even more mad with myself for getting jealous.
upset with myself for coveting so darn much.
disappointed with myself because I ain't asking what God wants for me; I'm telling him what I want.
disturbed because the above persists even though I know where I am wrong.

All these amongst other feelings.
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I hope the Urban Decay launch at Sephora tomorrow has the Alice in Wonderland Book of Shadows. And I hope that Mum can and will be able to get it for me. I'll be cheered up greatly.

Material things.