and the stars are hung up again.

i feel like i can finally move on now... some stuffs haven't been said but they will soon be... but... thank you God for every, every, every single thing.

gawd. breathe, breathe, breathe...
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feels like i had been holding my breath for the past 2 years and since two weeks, i held it even harder...
i keep popping back into fb to re-read that message. over and over again. you don't know how much it meant.

and thank God that i got the message whilst watching 'New Moon' for the 2.5 times so that i wasn't reduced into a complete sobbing mess. that would have created a scene at home.
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eli tomorrow. gawd. i need her.