Dear Eli

I ought to create a secret blog just for you, really. Haha. Why the hell did you pick Joey?!? Like ewww. He's probably inflicted with all the different STDs that plague the careless and senseless world! I pick Chandler!!! (I didn't use to like Chandler because I don't like married people. But after seeing Ross buck naked, I knew I had to search for greener pastures. And tada!!! I found Chandler. When I found him, I was like why did I take sooo darn long?!?)
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Somehow, I keep doubting my major. I have no idea why this is 'haunting' me when I'm flooded with work. It felt right when I applied for it. It was the ONLY one that I had in mind and the ONLY one I applied for. So I'm seeing that as a sign from God. But I keep thinking about my future income (You think about your husband, while I think about my pockets.).
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When I'm suffering, I just chant 'UK' over and over again.

And I'm not asleep at 01:37 because I'm drinking green tea to keep myself awake till 3. There are some tutorials which I want to redo. I suppose I could finish them much earlier. But somehow in my head, it's stuck that I'm going to bed at 3 so I'm dilly-dallying. Which is really stupid. Haha. But yay, go Charlene, the Supergirl! (I have not brought the bag to school yet. Such a precious possession of mine will not be abused by school. The dust from school will not even so much as to settle on it.)
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Love, love and much love.

And quit if it's the best for you. But I do hope that it has been a good experience for you. I'm not sure if I mentioned it to you before but I wanted to share with you what I was going through. I think it makes a good life lesson. (Also, I felt that you would be up to the job.)
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P.S.: I'm still gonna dye my hair over the weekends. Haha. Ash brown or chestnut brown?
P.P.S.: I wish we were staying in an apartment together! ): But then, we may end up hating each other. Haha.