The 'L' word, Life.

I jogged in the gym today, for a change. Covered 4km. My goal's 5km in 30 mins and I am far, far, FAR from it. Haha. As the Nation Day Parade played on the gym's TV, it got me thinking. Haha. One of the extremely rare times. 'Cause each time I do so, I find myself lacking in so many areas, doing nothing about things which I'm supposed to be doing and doing everything which I should NOT be doing. And then, I will resolve to do something about it. But when I do my thinking the next time, I find myself at the same square.
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It's not that I'm unhappy with my life. I'm very much happier than what it was 2 years back. (And back then, there were some 16-year-old bits in me which I tried to change and I did. I'm talking about the good ones here.)Though this long hol, I didn't do anything drastic like saving the President or banishing plastic, I'm glad that I stuck to my 'fitness routine', picked up dancing again, explored Belly Dancing, tried Aerobics and learnt the fundamentals of the Japanese language. And I got a taste of handling 3 jobs at one shot, giving tuition, teaching/ baby-sitting, doing admin work, being a barista again and promoting products. Still, there's something lacking. Somehow.
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I'm hoping that university, being a vastly different environment and a new beginning, will mean a 360 degrees turn in my life. For the very, very, very good, please God.
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(Eli: Will reply you in my next entry. Love! :) )