Somehow... No, it isn't somehow. I know the exact reason why. Where she is concerned, I find myself constantly waging some kind of silent war (with her). It's been so long already but that incident gets to me with the same level of intensity that it did 2 years ago. Why in tarnation are the memories still so raw?!? Isn't bloody time supposed to heal those damn wounds/ scars? Now you know that it's a big fat lie.
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I'm just being stupid, isn't it? It's not that time heals or that it doesn't. It's all up to you... To me. The war that I'm waging is dumb. So is the envy, the insecurities, the uncertainties, the superfluous fears, the slothfulness, the self-wallowing, the constant comparison... Everything!
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I have everything that I need. Wants aren't needs. Didn't the Economics Department drill that in our heads a gazillion times already?
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