Black mascara tears.

I got my new spects. But the colour seems too light. It makes me kinda washed out. Uhhh... JET BLACK EYELINER, I NEED YOU. Please let the old one be repairable. Please, please, please. At an affordable price too!!!
-

Work has been draining. Emotionally. Maybe it's due to other things too, but it gets so bad that I can't help but cry on my way home... It gets so bad that I don't feel like putting in the extra effort anymore. It gets so bad that I just wanna call it quits. Now that Mum has got a job, I needn't worry about the fees of my courses so much. (I just can't blow like 600 bucks at one shot anymore, but that's COMPLETELY fine with me. Heh.) Even though I open up more in the current store, as compared with the previous, somehow I feel that turning in the apron will not be accompanied with nostalgia, tears and frequent moments of I-miss-this-and-that anymore.

Perhaps it's because there are no regular customers to look forward to. Perhaps it's because there is anything else that needs a getaway from. Perhaps it's because it just died.

Perhaps I'm just choosing the easy way out. I'm just choosing defeat over everything else. Defeat is so much easier, isn't it?
-

Oh! I bought another Tinkerbell!!! She's so pretty!!!
-

Anyway, I will be an official NTU student after this entry 'cause I'm gonna accept my offer. No news from NUS, so I'm taking it as a no go. Oh well.
-

(10 seconds later)

The course you accept

NTU - Mathematical Sciences

has been registered by the

Joint Acceptance system.on 22 May 2009, 10:54:16 PM

Thank you.