The L Word. Again.

I don't really know what to blog about anymore. Thoughts seem way too personal for me to go shouting them out on a public sojourn, happenings are trivial...

It's kinda sad. I have been blogging since I was 9.
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There doesn't seem to exist any more men on this earth. Like real men. Men who are gentlemanly, who aren't smart alecks, who don't make inane assumptions and proudly accuse people of playing stupid games...

"Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey."

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Sigh. Oh well. A nun, I shall die.

LWW.

At this moment, I'm trying to convince my 11-year-old cousin that Justin Bieber is for little children.

"He's a loser."

"The big kids don't like him."

"He just likes to act cool and flick his stupid fringe."

He has been listening to Justin Bieber for the past 2 hours. Gawd.
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'Love Without Walls' was... Sigh. Everything which I didn't like. I dislike playing games with a bunch of strangers and gawd. GAWD. We had to come up with a friggin' skit. *groans and buries face* After that, we had to sew! And I got pretty frustrated because I forgot my blanket stitch, or whatever that it is called. I used to be so awesome at it. Dang!

Towards the end, I met Lisa and we talked. Quite a bit. But really, I didn't have much to say except a gazillion 'sorry's. I will always be sorry towards her.

A bit of me wishes to the very core of everything that I can blot it out.

Really, really, REALLY hate it.
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Oh yeah. I really am incredibly anti-social. Sorry to the 'angels'. I am so not a Church-y/ cell-y person.

And really, the committee did an awesome job at organizing LWW. Lisa told me only 2 people managed the food. They didn't get a single wink of sleep. Dedication at its ultimate. Actually, I would have preferred doing all these admin stuff.

I really just have something against games, skits yada yada yada.

HELLO WORLD!!! *SPASTIC SMILE*

Whoa. It has been close to a month since I last posted here. And this layout has been here FOREVER. Haha. I'm back anyway.

My thoughts and feelings, they need a sojourn.
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This semester was another roller coaster ride. Up, down, down, DOWN and DOWN. For the third time since I entered University, I contemplated about dropping out. Sometimes, I feel really alone. But thankfully (or maybe not), I am so money-crazed that I can never ever ACTUALLY drop out. I need the degree to get money. I did the calculations. I can make 20k per month. HOW AWESOME IS THAT! HA.

Right. Once again, my head's up in the clouds.
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Anyway, my dream of graduating with First Class Honours has been dashed. Not that I care for it anyway. Now. So guess what?!? I'll be graduating an ENTIRE year earlier. Whee!!! :D
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Though the exams have ended and I should be in a really cheery mood, festive and all, somehow I feel very heartbroken.
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Oh wow. It's 10 already. Gonna watch 'Meet The Parents' later and it's to the bed. I need sleep!

I was up till 3 plus last night crapping with Alan. Gawd. When I was studying for the exams, I couldn't last past 2.

Charlene, Charlene...
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By Russel Brand, About Katy Perry (lozock@tumblr)