it's all about Charlene.

It was only yesterday that I realized I am socially awkward. Oh wow. 9 years (I probably didn't comprehend the meaning of the term when I was below 13. Or even knew that it existed.) in oblivion. ATTA GIRL!

It hit me when some people were laughing so hard (at some incident that happened) and I was just staring blankly. And then, wohoo! Revelation. I realized that that actually happens ALL THE TIME. At night, Eli showed me a Youtube video which she laughed so hard at. Initially, I was picturing someone else saying whatever that was said in the video because I was thinking of him. So I smiled, chuckled a little. But after a while, I was like "What the hell.".
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I spent the time before I went off to lala land wondering about the stuff that I laughed at. I laugh/ feel like laughing

at my own jokes (Which no one else laughs at.).
in the examination hall when it's sooo crazy quiet.
when I watch Big Bang Theory.
when someone else is supremely close to me.
when I do my brother's face and I'm breathing into his face and he into mine (We both have toothpaste breath. Thank goodness.)
when I am in the lift with several people and it's sooo crazy quiet.

I don't laugh much.
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Okay. What a self-indulging entry. Bye.